RIP ZahraEra - June28,2009

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

DAAAAMN

Another confusing day. It feels like no one really understands except me her and of course God. Idk people tell me i shouldnt be trippen blah blah blah. But she has feelings too. I hate when people talk all this shit and it pisses me off.

Monday, May 25, 2009

FUCKHATERS

Damn more about yesterday. I have never felt like this in a while. I was tryna hint at her almost the whole day. I was blushing a lot though. layn on the same pillow while watching superbad, taking her side when people were picking on her. But what got me the most was at the movies, when she leaned on me and fell asleep, idk if she noticed but i rested my head on hers. lol. She's cute. Oh and also how i stayed up til past 4am. haha. And then today my bestfriend aka bro aka gabby vitug came over and we talked about it. IDK it thought she would be the one to take my side on everything but i guess not? she was open about what i said. She kept saying "desperate" but at the same time "thats cute". Its not even like that though. IM GONNA CUT OUT WHAT WENT IN THIS SECTION RIGHT HERE.

Lets Just Say

Yesterday was insane.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

EXPRESSED RANDOMLY

i feel like im in the need to write but im not sure why,
so ill keep on typing til the morning birds cry.
im on some sort of high, not the feeling a drug may give,
but one that my faith fills my body with.

today in bio we talked about love,
and how it comes from that one above.
no, not God, nor Jesus, but the brain,
the one that sends mixed emotions and sometimes makes you insane.
insane for the one who you think you like,
but there's always a mishap that's just not right.
maybe the girl already has a guy,
which gives you more of a dopamine high.
one might think I'm an addict for drugs,
buts its the natural dope that makes you feel love.

this is to express how some days i might feel,
when i see a more beautiful girl than Jessica Biel.
she may be hard for one to compare,
but beautiful isn't just about booty, face and hair.
beauty comes from within the exterior,
the beauty of the heart flows like lake superior.
this might sound corny, this might sound gay,
but nobody's opinion will change my ways.
i close this off with a with a slight grin,
because i finally expressed the random thought within.

FRAANCESCAA FLORENDDO IS GAYY

Self-explanatory. Justkidding


Aight but sometimes I can be a hella good mentor to someone, but why cant I follow those morals in my everyday life? Sometimes I wanna go back and change things, not like i regret it or anything. I dont wanna call people out but helping them makes me realize how much i lead girls on to a dead end and that i too am a jerk.

Monday, May 4, 2009

BEEASSST

Pacquiao is a beast. My week is hopefully gonna be short, 4 days because of senior prom on friday. Today i had a hellla chill last three classes. I got a 45 out of 50 on my geometry test and the test still has to be curved so ima prolly get an A+. I lovemoney2 is showing so im gonna cut this thing short. follow my twitter. www.twitter.com/viincechan